Death is not so bad. Everyone dies at some point. Everyone forgets about you, like a kid that dies in the news. After 2 minutes it’s like nothing happened. But… I get it, what are we supposed to do? We only give a shit about ourselves, and when we don’t, it’s because we hate ourselves, no self-esteem. Just try to live as much as you can. Every second is a less second that you can spend alive. So don’t try to skip Monday through Friday and just live the weekends, because if you do you won’t be able to live as much as it would be nice to. And also it’s okay if everyone forgets you at some point. Everything ends eventually. You can’t do anything about it.

My name is Salvador, I’ve always been kind of sad when I'm by myself. The truth is, after all of my years of thinking about life, about what the meaning of life is, about its purpose, I realized that I just wasted my time. The meaning of life is living it. Spending every second of it without wasting it. Every day, every hour, minute, and second. And stop trying to change something that will end eventually, Why? Because you want to make life better for someone in the future, they don't care. Just let life change itself eventually, after all, we are the trespassers. In the end, life will become so polluted, so bad. That humanity will die. And nature will live again, and that will be the end of this tragic shitty ass goddamn story. Trying to change/solve a life that you, yourself are the problem. You may say: “Oh, I am going to change all the pollution and injustice that we all have in this world!.” When you yourself are the problem. As in Watchmen a man says: So you see, god doesn’t make this world the way it is, we do. Wake up in the morning happy you are alive because you may not have much time. Don’t be embarrassed for such stupid things. Live! Try new things. And don’t get in a fight you now it’s not worth fighting.

Salvador Jan 2023